Heavenly Muse

I tried to change people’s behavior as per my choice. I tried to change intensity and frequency of life’s events with an accordance of my will. I tried to change the nature’s course of action in the direction chose by me. I tried to change everything that was not meant to be changed but one thing; my ownself.I forgot that my own self comes under my domain. Here I can practice my will with utmost severity and can get desired results. So be alert Arooj you will be dictated by Arooj from now on

Very tired of daily issues, I was so angry with life, was not able to find any place where I could reside and spend few peaceful moments. Then my escapism helped me out and leads towards realm of imagination. I felt myself in my mother’s womb. What sense of relief I felt over there. A sense of protection. A sense of nourishment. A sense of care. A feeling of utmost potential energy ready to convert itself in kinetic energy. J …me and my imagination. Best friend forever.

At last after an immense preparation and a bundle of concern, I got married at 24 th of November. The big day of my life passed away so briskly. I grew up watching my mother’s picture in bridal dress and found her reflection in my bridal photographs. My father, my sister my younger brother and my sweet home said me Good Bye with weeping eyes yet smiling faces. I left a phase of my life and entered a new one. Yet I stole thousands of recollections from childhood and a number of memories of my teenage .This stuff will surely accompany me in my new life and never make me feel lonely.

You know what I just did? I sit with myself and give it a long broad smile. After having such a happy meeting with my own self; I am feeling really light. Good practice .doesn’t it?

Living among thousands of uncertainties, coping with fears, tackling with subtle challenges, and having a combat with untimely flow of tears; that is the cruel part of a practical life. I am grown up, mature and sensible yet I am not ready to admit that I am living in such a harsh situation. Arooj is still impractical. I guess she needs some time.

It’s always nice to be loved yet it’s nicest to be respected. And if you could manage both, the world is yours.

Marriage is a wonderful institution, but who wants to live in an institution? ( Groucho Marx ) Dedicated to all the irresponsible men .