Heavenly Muse

Yes it is same.Even though you have not traveled the whole world; you have not seen the soil color of different fields  or tasted the water of strange springs sprouting from remote corners; you can make this claim that "The Sky is  the same everywhere". But does the same sky shower the same sort of blessing for every living being? It is another and totally different question. Many, Many (and in fact many) years back when I was small (very small indeed), and used to miss my maternal uncle when he left after spending few holidays with us ; a weird yet effective practice used to heal me in the times of sorrow. I would look at sky and told me rather console myself by thinking that the sky over my head would be the same as the one there over the head of my uncle , so we had something as a connection.  Many years later ( though I was still small but not very ) , my mother died. Life changed and the change brought anxiety . A strong uncomfortable feeling did not let ...

A single lonely silent day, amidst  so many others flourished with daily chores and frequent  sounds of laughter, tells you that how fake and vulnerable your smile is. Silence introduces you with the dark recesses of your mind and many buried thoughts sprout out from hibernation and tickle your wounded conscious.                                                                       sADnESs 

Yes sometime you just can't!!! Can't speak, Can't weep, Can't leave. Everyone gets angry.Everyone gets hyper. Everyone tensed. But when One person says that one hits you ,  scolds you out of anger and its not a big issue then you start thinking about your anger that made you even more silent and passive receptive of abuse. I can't go back.I can't leave. I will move on .I have to. I know one day this journey will end. And I will vanish.

Relations are Relations. Is it that simple ? No. Simply No!!!!!!! Relations have categories to fit in. Which sort of categories? Well I am working on it. But at the start of my research/search , I have found at least  one type which can be known as  " Second Hand relation" .  I have also found(conceived) few characteristics: A relation that you maintain with a person who has to be up to the mark to be in that relationship. A relation that does not accept a person as a person is. A relation that that is devoid of any shade of blind love. A relation which can help you forget the old relations but cannot replace them. (spare part ) A relation that can be clutches but cannot be a lost limb. A relation that is built on inequality. A relation where memories override the living beings. THIS BLOODY SECOND HAND RELATION.

First they came for the Jews and I did not speak out because I was not a Jew. Then they came for the Communists and I did not speak out because I was not a Communist. Then they came for the trade unionists and I did not speak out because I was not a trade unionist. Then they came for me and there was no one left to speak out for me.

Many years back , one started one's search for love. One was not aware of the definition of love yet one had a craving and so one continued to search to find it.And after immense wondering, one found ONE that one decided to make one's someone special . One thought for a while that one has found true love. After some time, one felt that some shades of care were missing, one thought a LOVE without care would still be love unless honesty is there.Then one day one was betrayed. And then one thought that Love can still be celebrated unless the feeling of regret is not missing.And the moment came when one felt that lack of care and honesty was being celebrated without a bit of regret. And then  one came to know that love can not found it can only be bestowed by God.And God is still creating this phenomenon. Now One has given on the idea of finding love.Now one has decided that when love would come back to God, one will assist one's God in creating LOVE .So quit your search till...