I wish, he could have…

He always insists that I should control my zigzag way of talking as it irritates him. He always asks me to slow down my pace while talking as he can’t understand what I am saying. He always suggests me to be practical as my bookish thoughts have nothing to do with reality. He always advices me to get dressed as per his choice as my own choices are not up to the mark. He always wants to me think the way he thinks because my way of thinking is just an amalgam of weightless ideas.

I wish he could feel while I am talking in zigzag manner, I just want him to know the underneath meaning of my words. I wish he could feel the passion of my words being uttered hastily. I wish he could understand that my bookish thoughts have the aura of my unfulfilled dreams. I wish he could understand the way I dress shows my real self. I wish he could feel the way I think is fine for me because I don’t think about anything other than Him.

Comments

sheeza said…
while going through with your writing i remembered an sms... i received a coupled of months ago..

"who is a girlfriend?
the one who keep changing his boyfriend and when he changed she said: "you are not the one i loved."

same case i can found in your writing in reversed order. well i dont know why we want to change our partner...

cause when we fall in love we love the person who he\she is.

well i wish he could understand this fact.
November 29, 2009 at 9:49 AM
Tabitha Bird said…
I am glad I am not the only one with thoughts that zigzag or bookish things that bubble to the surface. I say be who you are. Those who love us will love us for that or we are not really loved at all.
November 29, 2009 at 6:38 PM
Jack said…
H M,

A relationship begins because you like the other person for what he or she is . Thus later on trying to force your way of thinking on your partner is lack of respect for his or her space. It is upto one to change without any coercian or fear of break in relationship. However one may politely point out bad habits in partner for him or her to realise and get over such habits.

Take care
November 30, 2009 at 5:04 AM
Ellie Kings said…
When all is said and done, you are left with you! Sometimes we are not understood by those we love the most, but know that you are not alone and that who you are is beautiful. No one can ever take that away from you. *hugs*
November 30, 2009 at 1:37 PM
Thousif Raza said…
life is all abt expecting isin,t it, and sometimes we find it sometimes we dont..... well just wanna say good luck and hope she finds what she craves for:)


take care and keep writing......................
December 1, 2009 at 3:15 AM
Martin said…
Real love should be unconditional. Remember, no one can change the way you are without your permission. Stay true to yourself.
December 1, 2009 at 11:38 PM
Amandeep Singh said…
zig zag zooooooooom!!

:)
December 7, 2009 at 1:08 AM
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