Many years back , one started one's search for love. One was not aware of the definition of love yet one had a craving and so one continued to search to find it.And after immense wondering, one found ONE that one decided to make one's someone special . One thought for a while that one has found true love. After some time, one felt that some shades of care were missing, one thought a LOVE without care would still be love unless honesty is there.Then one day one was betrayed. And then one thought that Love can still be celebrated unless the feeling of regret is not missing.And the moment came when one felt that lack of care and honesty was being celebrated without a bit of regret. And then one came to know that love can not found it can only be bestowed by God.And God is still creating this phenomenon. Now One has given on the idea of finding love.Now one has decided that when love would come back to God, one will assist one's God in creating LOVE .So quit your search till one is busy with one's God.
Wednesday, March 2, 2016
I am the daughter of Eve. True.But I also inherits some quality of my father Adam. If I have been created to amuse or to care just as goes with the idea of Eve's creation, I can also demand to be amused and to be cared, a justified behavior that definitely owes to my father Adam 's genes. Adam who ,once, was in the need of companionship, to be heard, to be cared and to be loved.All these traits of Adam runs in my blood too. I look more like my mother Eve, but my nature has got enough shades of my father's genes . Why does everyone ignore my pro-Adam half, and just concentrate on Pro-eve qualities. Do the sons of Adam find my pro-Adam traits intimidating.Do they find a rival in me .If it is so ,then let it be. I am a blend of both Adam and eve.Those who want me to kill my inner Adam , I advice them to find their inner Eve,only then they claim to be true humans.
Tuesday, February 9, 2016
Let's place a full stop to an instinct of having dreams, making wishes and communicating complains.At the age of 30,let's accept the authority of life that I have been denying since long.Act of placing full stop just crushes the hope that more words might be coming to console the tired heart. A full stop may indicate an end of the phase of life, a chapter of history, the whole saga of humane race.Full stop is the personification of end.Let's accept the end .
Friday, December 4, 2015
I am intrinsically a worried person. To get worried is one of the few tasks that I can perform efficiently. Despite being excessively worried most of the time, I manage to be happy .How Come? I guess, I often get worried just to enjoy when apparently negative things turn out to be positive .The smile that appears on your lips after much frowning, that smile feels. l like a real feast. So by getting worried just to be happy again is a good practice, and by living with oppositions, I keep myself fresh and when I would leave this world ,would leave it as an experienced being who has tasted each and every flavor of the life. ( Inspired by Freud’s theory of trauma about re-enactment of grief to relist afterwards happiness)
Sunday, October 4, 2015
Forget the bad things happened in past and forgive the bad guy because you are damned to be good one. Move ahead.Focus on positive things and let the negative people go out of your life along with their negativity. Don’t turn around your face.I am not going to reiterate these old gold advices.I know it is not as simple as it reads ( sounds ). It is not easy to let go of bad memories,it is not easy to forgive those who has stolen your time , stigmatized your past with suffering and inflicted perpetual pain on your present . Human mind has special channels to keep alive the memory of past pains and to keep remember the faces of inflictors. Then what one is supposed to do.How to move on?How to look forward.Lets play a trick.If you cannot forget then let's punish someone by denying his/ her existence. This punishment does not usually do any harm to the wrong doers yet it can do you a favour. Place their faces in the background, make them stand in the place of those extras which are overshadowed by the hero. It is the stage of your life . let them stay but don't let them avail the spot light. Let them speak but don’t entertain their words. Make them realize that they are dummies just occupying space without any real standing. Now you can move ahead and in anyway if you have to look back don't be afraid to look at them as dummies cannot hurt anyone.
Friday, March 13, 2015
When you write something ,you often do this with the intention of sharing with known or unknown ,wanted or unwanted readers.When i started writing my blogs,my goal was to earn readership.I liked when people visited my blog and read my posts.This wish to be read and admired by others made me conscious and bound my thoughts.then i stopped writing posts,people stopped visiting my place and blog's words became unheard stories.
now i am taking advantage of this solitary less visited place.Whatever i would say here,none would listen,and even if someone would do ,he or she would not be even distantly related to me.I am sick of rude careless and selfish people.i am surrounded by few.And I don't know how to deal with them .I dont pray too often,I think a lot,usually negative things kept my mind occupied.
things are not good
they are not doing fine.
at least for now.